By His Holiness Bhaktiratna Sadhu Swami Gaurangapada
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Nityaananda! Gauraanga! Hare Krishna! When I chant Japa during some days, I feel very very absorbed and it is a burden for me to even accept a phone call or meet anyone throughout that day or even get distracted for a second. Preaching to others becomes secondary. Absorbing oneself in the Holy Names becoming the primary goal. I think this should not be imitated. I do not feel like this artifically but it genuinely happens. Japa becomes so ecstatic and I desire to continue with the same absorption as long as I can and do not feel like disturbing that absorption at any cost. I am able to get a small glimpse about what the great Bhajananandis like Shrila Namacharya Haridasa Thakura, Shrila Jagannatha Dasa Babaji, Shrila Gaura Kishore Dasa Babaji and Shrila Bhaktivinoda Thakura (in his last 4 years) experienced while performing solitary Japa. Of course, I will never give up actively preaching the Holy Names of Nityaananda, Gauraanga, and Hare Krsihna till the end of my life, but these rare moments are also to be cherished.
Daaso'smi, BR Sadhu Swami Gaurangapada.
Nityananda! Gauranga! Hare Krishna!
please accept my respectful obeisance, Maharaj.
i wish i could be like that absorbed in the Holy Name...
for me its such s struggle to chant, i sometimes (like today) have to really force myself to chant the few rounds i use to chant daily, and i have no taste at all. i cry a lot of tears, realizing how fallen and how much entangeld in the material world i am. please pray for me and bestow Your blessings upon me, without them i will have no chance to have the slightest taste in chanting. thank You very much.
your most fallen servant